Young and virile.

After having a few confused weeks, I've finally found out that I really want to date.  Not exclusively of course, but definitely just date around.  I don't want to tie myself down to someone like I have in the past.  I've always been one to rush a commitment and then feel trapped because I pass up really good emotional opportunities because of monogamy.  Recently, something clicked in my mind.  After talking to a friend for a while who began to have romantic interests in me and I with him, and dealing through those to being really good friends, he made me realize the aforementioned.  Anyway, so I was introduced about a week ago to a friend's friend.  His name is Kevin.  He's 19, very attractive, funny, spastic, a skater, a student at the Art Institute, basically totally interesting and awesome.  He was kind enough to be a model for me for my photography class (the pictures look amazing by the way).  Anyway, after talking to him a few times, I realize I really like him.  I think it would be fun to have a nice little fling with him.  Not some heavy handed committed thing, but a more relaxed relationship.  And it would be amazing because it would be my first close-distance relationship in about 4 years.  The only thing is... I'm extremely agressive.  When I want something, I go after it, and it scares a lot of men off.  So then I try and back off and be coy and all that bullshit, but I just come off feeling like a dork.  I don't really know what to do, but the whole thing is just starting out.  We'll see where it goes.  Hopefully he's not all weirded by me. *crosses fingers*  But I dunno... I feel so much different now, like a big pressure has been lifted off.  I think I could really have fun with this guy.